#4

The person I chose to write about was Gigi. This is my life to a "T" during some periods before I got married. I would obsess about a guy calling me back. I had a history of sleeping with guys just because I thought it would get them to like me but all along I still played it like everything is ok everything is great I don't need him to call me back but inside I was going crazy wondering why he wasn't calling or at least "myspacing me/ICQ'ing" (yes I'm old ok, myspace was still cool and so was ICQ when I was doing this lol) I would carry my phone around with me constantly just waiting no matter what I was doing it was crazy. Major difference between her and I, she got with the "friend" no me... on no, i never got the friend that i wanted.... I think Gigi just needed to relax a little, I think when you give off that desperate vibe guys sense it and realize hey she will just sleep with me and that's good enough for them. Once I grew up a little bit and realized i didn't need a guy and became more confident in myself guy like flocked to me lol.. well maybe not flocked but you get the picture. I became a better communicator and everything and Gigi needed to get that done and once she did her life evened out and she ended up getting what she wanted.